I behaved again tonight and walked for a half hour. It's not a ton, but, I'll keep buiding up I figure. This is the most activity I've done since I got struck by the SUV, so it's a big improvement. Today I put on my ipod for the first time in about 2 years... it's amazing what a difference that makes.
I stopped using my ipod around the time when I got satellite radio, because my ipod will always be limited to what I've downloaded. With satellite radio I never run out of options, and I can groove to almost every station on that damn thing! Basically I'll just keep it on one station til something sucky like ZZ Top comes on, then I'll change it to another til something else sucky on... etc. all the way through the dial.
The problem with the ipod now is that I know all my music way too well. So I was having to fight the urge to sing along to Guns N Roses' Appetite for Destruction. It's amazing how much faster I walked with them on

I think if I was singing along I would have upset my neighbors. Not just for the fact that I would sound like a cat in heat, but also because there's quite a few taboo subjects and words that I'd be singing along with.
The sad thing that occured to me today was that I remember Mrs Wilson's class in 5th grade when it was too bad outside to have recess, and she would let Chris P. play his G'NR cassette while we played board games inside for recess. That means I've now been listening to this album 2/3 of my life. That's scary...
I guess walking will give me time to think about these scary things. It gave me time to notice that people are driving to my complex, parking their car, and going for a walk. They're treating it like a public park! Now I'm wishing it was gated
As for the safety thing, I know you're right. I'm doing as much as I can to stay safe, and it is lit up better than most parks at night. I do want to take a self-defense class, though. I know the basics, but it would be good to practice more.