An area doctor who is a friend of the practice I work with has a study of a combination of drugs for weightloss. I have been on a roller-coaster of "I'm in" "I'm out" "I'm in." Couple this with my boss and a coworker doing the study, and my mom too (because I told her about it). All of them are in the study.
We all kind of felt like "yeah, I know I can lose weight on a diet and by exercising more, but then I go off track." We all felt like a pill would be a crutch to help us through that. The pill is supposed to curb appetite. We were all thinking that if we were not hungry, we would not eat as much.
Since I'm disqualified for the study, I don't get the crutch. Everyone else is in the study. 1:3 is getting a placebo. 1:3 is getting "the drug" at a high dose. 1:3 is getting "the drug" in half the dose of the high dose. Some or all of the people I know doing this study could be getting the placebo. Some or all could get the real thing.
So, I'm going to do the same "plan" they are, without taking a pill. I'm not in the study, but, everything they are doing, beside the pills, are readily available. I don't get the reinforcement of going for an official weigh-in every so often, and I don't get the reinforcement of reporting my eating and exercising to the doctor, like they do.
The first thing I've learned so far is not to think I'm on a diet. I'm also not supposed to give ANYTHING up. If I want milk in my coffee, I get to have milk in my coffee. Of course, it would be better if I cut it down to 2% or skim, or reduced the amount. But, if that's something I can't compromise on, then so be it.
I sort of like that. I"m empowered to make my own choices. They're choices I will have to make on every day of my life. That's why I'm not on a diet, I'm improving my life style.
I got my mom to take a walk with me and the beast yesterday. It was a short walk, but, at least we did it. It was cold though. It really wasn't fun, I won't lie. I don't know how I'm going to work exercise in yet. So I'm really not, haha. (For now...)
The other thing I'm going to change is that I am going to be concious of a serving size. I'm going to eat as much as my body wants, until it's full. But because it takes 20 minutes for your body to tell you it's full, I'm going to try cutting my serving sizes by 1/3 initially. If I'm still hungry later, I can have a little more, but chances are I won't need it.
That's all I figured out so far... but I'll let you know if I figure out more as I go
Anyone else need to get back on the wagon? We can do it together
